{"id":21527,"date":"2016-08-13T15:48:08","date_gmt":"2016-08-13T19:48:08","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=21527"},"modified":"2016-08-13T15:48:16","modified_gmt":"2016-08-13T19:48:16","slug":"elevated-fear","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2016\/08\/elevated-fear\/","title":{"rendered":"Elevated Fear"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Oh, no! <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/My-front-door-Az.-1-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"My front door Az.\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-21934\" srcset=\"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/My-front-door-Az.-1-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/My-front-door-Az.-1-768x576.jpg 768w, https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/My-front-door-Az.-1-1024x768.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/My-front-door-Az.-1.jpg 2048w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Really?<br \/>\nIt&#8217;s on the 7th floor?<br \/>\nI AM going to have to<br \/>\nwalk through THAT door&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>And get into that box!<br \/>\nthat vertical trap<br \/>\nand hold my breath<br \/>\nwhen I hear that door snap<\/p>\n<p>One time I got stuck<br \/>\nright between floors<br \/>\nI never do trust<br \/>\nthose elevator doors<\/p>\n<p>It took far too long<br \/>\nfor rescue to come<br \/>\nI feared I would die<br \/>\nwhat a way to succumb<\/p>\n<p>I wasn&#8217;t alone<br \/>\nthank God for that<br \/>\nstill, I found little comfort<br \/>\nas I sat on the mat<\/p>\n<p>Is there enough oxygen<br \/>\nfor the two of us?<br \/>\n(but he was my boss<br \/>\nand I tried not to fuss)<\/p>\n<p>On another occasion<br \/>\nabout a dozen folks<br \/>\ncrowded together<br \/>\nwe tried to make jokes<\/p>\n<p>I cried out loud<br \/>\n&#8220;I cannot DO THIS!&#8221;<br \/>\nwhat choice did I have?<br \/>\nI heard &#8220;Calm down Miss!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>My Elevator Anxiety<br \/>\nmay have another source<br \/>\nyes, Mom chose a closet<br \/>\nand showed no remorse<\/p>\n<p>because I&#8217;d been &#8220;bad&#8221;<br \/>\nshe locked me in<br \/>\n(the sentence I served<br \/>\nfor some &#8220;terrible sin&#8221;)<\/p>\n<p>It was dark inside there<br \/>\njust some light through a crack<br \/>\nthe hanging clothes<br \/>\npushed down on my back<\/p>\n<p>I stumbled on shoes<br \/>\nwhile I begged to come out<br \/>\nit would feel like hours<br \/>\nto a kid, no doubt<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s amazing to me<br \/>\nthat I&#8217;m able to fly<br \/>\nnot that I like it&#8230;<br \/>\nin that tube in the sky<\/p>\n<p>But it&#8217;s not the same<br \/>\nas an Elevator space<br \/>\nSome memories<br \/>\nare hard to erase<\/p>\n<p>OH, yes, I am grateful<br \/>\nto live on FIRST FLOOR<br \/>\nso that I can WALK<br \/>\nto my own front door!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Oh, no! Really? It&#8217;s on the 7th floor? I AM going to have to walk through THAT door&#8230; And get into that box! that vertical trap and hold my breath when I hear that door snap One time I got stuck right between floors I&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":836,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-21527","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-marathon-poem"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21527","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/836"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=21527"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21527\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":21965,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21527\/revisions\/21965"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=21527"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=21527"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=21527"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}