{"id":21648,"date":"2016-08-13T15:34:56","date_gmt":"2016-08-13T19:34:56","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=21648"},"modified":"2016-08-13T15:34:56","modified_gmt":"2016-08-13T19:34:56","slug":"an-odd-loss-since-now-its-just-me","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2016\/08\/an-odd-loss-since-now-its-just-me\/","title":{"rendered":"An odd loss (since now it&#8217;s just&#8230;me)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Three simple words change a life.<\/p>\n<p>And even though I prefer all things even<\/p>\n<p>in number,<\/p>\n<p>in balance,<\/p>\n<p><i>\u2013inherent beauty lies in the even\u2013<\/i><\/p>\n<p>sometimes,<\/p>\n<p>rather,\u00a0some<i><b>one<\/b><\/i>, all the time,<\/p>\n<p>when it comes to an odd-word-phrase,<\/p>\n<p>gets a free pass.<\/p>\n<p>\u2013<br \/>\n\u2013<\/p>\n<p><i>Got<\/i> a free pass.<\/p>\n<p><b>Got<\/b> a free pass.<\/p>\n<p><b><i>Got<\/i><\/b> a free pass.<\/p>\n<p><i>GOSH<\/i>, now I&#8217;m sad.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;<\/p>\n<p>a trademark oddphrase, living in my heart and voicemail archives,<\/p>\n<p>recordings can never be deleted.<\/p>\n<p>If I delete, I&#8217;ll relive.<\/p>\n<p>The loss, the heartache, the soulbreak, the lifepain;<\/p>\n<p><i>\u2013the loss of life pain\u2013<\/i><\/p>\n<p>remembering further darkens the ravine in my soul.<\/p>\n<p>A loss only experienced once you can no longer enjoy the company of another, of one so lovefull, of one who seems an extension of yourself,<\/p>\n<p><i>\u2013remembering is not always kind\u2013<\/i><\/p>\n<p>With remembering resurfaces pain,<\/p>\n<p>and always, when I remember, something just feels&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><i>odd<\/i>.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-medium wp-image-21732\" src=\"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/image-61-300x300.jpeg\" alt=\"image\" width=\"300\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/image-61-300x300.jpeg 300w, https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/image-61-150x150.jpeg 150w, https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/image-61-45x45.jpeg 45w, https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/image-61.jpeg 640w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Three simple words change a life. And even though I prefer all things even in number, in balance, \u2013inherent beauty lies in the even\u2013 sometimes, rather,\u00a0someone, all the time, when it comes to an odd-word-phrase, gets a free pass. \u2013 \u2013 Got a free pass&#8230;.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":926,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-21648","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-miscellaneous"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21648","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/926"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=21648"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21648\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":21843,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21648\/revisions\/21843"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=21648"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=21648"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=21648"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}