{"id":21694,"date":"2016-08-13T15:21:32","date_gmt":"2016-08-13T19:21:32","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=21694"},"modified":"2016-08-13T19:32:08","modified_gmt":"2016-08-13T23:32:08","slug":"poem-7-struggling-with-angst","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2016\/08\/poem-7-struggling-with-angst\/","title":{"rendered":"Poem 7&#8211; Struggling with Angst"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I am all but the<br \/>\nHappiness I portray,<br \/>\nBut I keep smiling,<br \/>\nHoping for a better day,<br \/>\nLife travels everywhere<br \/>\nBut in the distance I choose,<br \/>\nI forbid fighting battles,<br \/>\nI always lose.<br \/>\nAnxiety of trying too hard,<br \/>\nConfused on playing the right card.<br \/>\nFear drags my emotions<br \/>\nWhere I dare not go,<br \/>\nForcing me to push<br \/>\nAway everyone I know,<br \/>\nStruggling with love and<br \/>\nAmbitions drain me, I feel faint,<br \/>\nAm I just struggling,<br \/>\nOr struggling with angst?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I am all but the Happiness I portray, But I keep smiling, Hoping for a better day, Life travels everywhere But in the distance I choose, I forbid fighting battles, I always lose. Anxiety of trying too hard, Confused on playing the right card. Fear&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":740,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[11,7,13,441],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-21694","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-half-marathon-poem","category-marathon-poem","category-miscellaneous","category-poetry-prompt-responses"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21694","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/740"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=21694"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21694\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":21702,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21694\/revisions\/21702"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=21694"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=21694"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=21694"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}