{"id":21830,"date":"2016-08-13T15:40:19","date_gmt":"2016-08-13T19:40:19","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=21830"},"modified":"2016-08-13T15:40:19","modified_gmt":"2016-08-13T19:40:19","slug":"i-remember","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2016\/08\/i-remember\/","title":{"rendered":"I remember"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I remember the nights you use to love me without distraction<br \/>\nThe days you were relentless with your passion for us<br \/>\nI remember the fairytale you planned out<br \/>\nAnd I remember the day you tore it apart<br \/>\nI blamed myself<br \/>\nFor the destruction of the pedal stool I thought you once built for me<br \/>\nI thought my lie was the reason for our disconnect.<br \/>\nSo I tried harder<br \/>\nHarder to please you<br \/>\nHarder to satisfy you<br \/>\nI wanted you to know you were my everything<br \/>\nAnd when you threw that away I felt as though maybe I just wasn&#8217;t worth it<br \/>\nFor months I was uneasy and you made it seem like I was just jealous or paranoid<br \/>\nLike it was nothing<br \/>\nYou were just busy<br \/>\nBut I knew you<br \/>\nI know you<br \/>\nI&#8217;ve been with you when you were busy but it never stopped you from loving me<br \/>\nThat was your first mistake<br \/>\nYou should have never shown me that what you later said was impossible was possible<br \/>\nYou shouldn&#8217;t have forgotten the time when you were in love with me<br \/>\nYour actions<br \/>\nThe consistency<br \/>\nYou forgot because you were distracted<br \/>\nYour mistake was not thinking I would notice the little things<br \/>\nYour mistake was not knowing I would<br \/>\nBut you know me remember<br \/>\nYou had me down packed o<br \/>\nSo why wouldn&#8217;t you realize?<br \/>\nThere were small inconsistencies that I never mentioned because I didn&#8217;t want to be right<br \/>\nI wasn&#8217;t blinded by love I just chose not to see<br \/>\nI wanted to give you a chance to actually be different for me<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I remember the nights you use to love me without distraction The days you were relentless with your passion for us I remember the fairytale you planned out And I remember the day you tore it apart I blamed myself For the destruction of the&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":859,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7,13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-21830","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-marathon-poem","category-miscellaneous"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21830","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/859"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=21830"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21830\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":21890,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21830\/revisions\/21890"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=21830"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=21830"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=21830"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}