I drive by places that remind me of you,<\/p>\n
You are every where, always in view,<\/p>\n
I cannot find you though, no matter how hard I try,<\/p>\n
It gets worse and worse , as days go by.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
I wonder if you know how bad my heart aches?<\/p>\n
That I cry out of nowhere, from my heart breaks,<\/p>\n
That I think I see you when random strangers walk by,<\/p>\n
I don’t know what to do, I wanna stay sober , I try.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
What if I find you, or if you show up at the door,<\/p>\n
I get my hopes up sometimes, then I fall to the floor,<\/p>\n
Hope is hard, but letting go would kill me fast,<\/p>\n
You are my future, not a part of my past.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
I hope you know, every night I leave the light on,<\/p>\n
I can’t admit that your missing, I pretend that your gone,<\/p>\n
Gone to a friends, or maybe to summer camp once again,<\/p>\n
Atleast then I can sleep without nightmares now and then.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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