{"id":26331,"date":"2016-08-14T00:31:18","date_gmt":"2016-08-14T04:31:18","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=26331"},"modified":"2016-08-14T00:36:03","modified_gmt":"2016-08-14T04:36:03","slug":"realization","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2016\/08\/realization\/","title":{"rendered":"Realization"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/image-89-300x224.jpeg\" alt=\"image\" width=\"300\" height=\"224\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-26353\" srcset=\"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/image-89-300x224.jpeg 300w, https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/image-89-768x574.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/image-89-1024x765.jpeg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/>     <\/p>\n<p>From childhood through adolescence,<br \/>\nI struggled with academics daily.<br \/>\nIn elementary school, I remember<br \/>\nwanting to learn but not knowing how.<br \/>\nIn high school, I wanted to engage<br \/>\nin literary, rational discussions,<br \/>\nbut I didn&#8217;t know how;<br \/>\nnobody had ever taught me how.<br \/>\nI had no skills and knew no strategies.<br \/>\nI learned those terms while teaching.<br \/>\nIn college, I&#8217;d stay quiet to prevent<br \/>\nhumiliation by teachers and students.<br \/>\nI wasn&#8217;t happy being a silent student;<br \/>\nI&#8217;d always been rather outspoken.<br \/>\nI chose to speak and speak against<br \/>\ninjustices I saw around me everyday.<br \/>\nThe worst injustices happened during<br \/>\nmy teaching career, on site.<br \/>\nEventually these injustices at work<br \/>\nand neighborhood led to a massive stroke.<br \/>\nThe stroke caused brain damage,<br \/>\nbut in my tradition as a fighter,<br \/>\nI survived the stroke and soon<br \/>\nwent back to graduate school to resume<br \/>\nand complete a Master&#8217;s degree.<br \/>\nI also started publishing my writing.<br \/>\nI realized that if I could go back to school<br \/>\nand succeed, although not easy, after a stroke,<br \/>\nit meant I&#8217;d always been pretty smart;<br \/>\nI just didn&#8217;t realize it, and nobody had told me either.<br \/>\nI also learned some high school classmates<br \/>\nsaw me as the &#8216;smart&#8217; one.<br \/>\nNow I know for sure I&#8217;m smart, but I wonder<br \/>\nhow much more I&#8217;d have accomplished<br \/>\nhad I known since childhood how smart<br \/>\nI have always been. <\/p>\n<p>Copyright@2016 Martina Gallegos<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>From childhood through adolescence, I struggled with academics daily. In elementary school, I remember wanting to learn but not knowing how. In high school, I wanted to engage in literary, rational discussions, but I didn&#8217;t know how; nobody had ever taught me how. I had&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":695,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-26331","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-marathon-poem"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26331","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/695"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=26331"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26331\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":26368,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26331\/revisions\/26368"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=26331"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=26331"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=26331"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}