{"id":28243,"date":"2016-08-14T07:20:40","date_gmt":"2016-08-14T11:20:40","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=28243"},"modified":"2016-08-16T09:45:11","modified_gmt":"2016-08-16T13:45:11","slug":"this-place-ive-been-all-week","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2016\/08\/this-place-ive-been-all-week\/","title":{"rendered":"This place I&#8217;ve been all week"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Uncomfortable<\/p>\n<p>cold and colors<\/p>\n<p>mundane<\/p>\n<p>but here I bring<\/p>\n<p>my solace<\/p>\n<p>my upset stomach<\/p>\n<p>my stomach pains<\/p>\n<p>my body bows<\/p>\n<p>to the porcelain<\/p>\n<p>and my sickness<\/p>\n<p>pours out<\/p>\n<p>then I wash my hands<\/p>\n<p>and warm my self<\/p>\n<p>before I crawl back<\/p>\n<p>into my cloths<\/p>\n<p>of comfort<\/p>\n<p>and safety<\/p>\n<p>as the world<\/p>\n<p>turns my stomach<\/p>\n<p>yet again<\/p>\n<p>the room that<\/p>\n<p>holds memories<\/p>\n<p>of how I was up<\/p>\n<p>and down and<\/p>\n<p>up and down again<\/p>\n<p>simple formula<\/p>\n<p>no answer yet in sight<\/p>\n<p>and when I have the<\/p>\n<p>strength to fix the smells<\/p>\n<p>I use the head of<\/p>\n<p>rain to make pellets<\/p>\n<p>hit my body just right<\/p>\n<p>working up the steam<\/p>\n<p>to match the temperature<\/p>\n<p>just perfect<\/p>\n<p>whether or not<\/p>\n<p>I feel good or I don&#8217;t<\/p>\n<p>the moment here<\/p>\n<p>is always worth it<\/p>\n<p>gels and washes<\/p>\n<p>creams and potions<\/p>\n<p>a longer run<\/p>\n<p>in the rain forest<\/p>\n<p>followed by oils and lotions<\/p>\n<p>and that can at least<\/p>\n<p>boost my spirits<\/p>\n<p>if not make me feel better<\/p>\n<p>this is where I spent my<\/p>\n<p>week being far under<\/p>\n<p>the weather.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>FJ original 2016<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Uncomfortable cold and colors mundane but here I bring my solace my upset stomach my stomach pains my body bows to the porcelain and my sickness pours out then I wash my hands and warm my self before I crawl back into my cloths of&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":878,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-28243","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-miscellaneous"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28243","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/878"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=28243"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28243\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":29444,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28243\/revisions\/29444"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=28243"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=28243"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=28243"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}