{"id":32197,"date":"2017-08-05T10:33:56","date_gmt":"2017-08-05T14:33:56","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=32197"},"modified":"2017-08-05T10:33:56","modified_gmt":"2017-08-05T14:33:56","slug":"your-crazy","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2017\/08\/your-crazy\/","title":{"rendered":"Your Crazy"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Respect, the ability to feel ok<br \/>\nwith me<br \/>\nthe ability for me to feel ok with me<br \/>\nwith you<br \/>\nThe ceasing of your crazy<br \/>\nthat ability you have to make me<br \/>\nnot feel ok<br \/>\nan unkind word, a quipped response, click of the call ending<br \/>\nAnd I&#8217;m left behind<br \/>\nnot feeling ok with me, with you<br \/>\ntrying to make myself feel ok<br \/>\nI rage internally<br \/>\na seething, unquenchable yearning to be ok<br \/>\nwith me, with you<br \/>\nA yearning that cannot be spoken of, that must be contained<br \/>\nwithin my rage<br \/>\nYour actions swept under the rug<br \/>\nNever to be spoken of, forgotten by you or rewritten in your crazy<br \/>\nwhich makes me crazy<br \/>\n my rage, red hot, bursting at the seams<br \/>\npen to paper, writing out the longing,<br \/>\nthe need to feel ok<br \/>\nno longer works<br \/>\nI cry, scream, yell at nothing,<br \/>\nat everything, except<br \/>\nyou.<br \/>\n Unspoken, the air pregnant<br \/>\nwith words left unsaid<br \/>\n hurtful actions perpetuated in your crazy<br \/>\nLeave me unable to feel ok with me,<br \/>\nwith you<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Respect, the ability to feel ok with me the ability for me to feel ok with me with you The ceasing of your crazy that ability you have to make me not feel ok an unkind word, a quipped response, click of the call ending&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":282,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[11],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-32197","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-half-marathon-poem"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/32197","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/282"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=32197"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/32197\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":32444,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/32197\/revisions\/32444"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=32197"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=32197"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=32197"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}