{"id":33425,"date":"2017-08-05T12:43:28","date_gmt":"2017-08-05T16:43:28","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=33425"},"modified":"2022-06-27T18:46:23","modified_gmt":"2022-06-27T22:46:23","slug":"kismetstill-cant-find-her","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2017\/08\/kismetstill-cant-find-her\/","title":{"rendered":"Kismet\/Still Can&#8217;t Find Her"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>8\/5\/17 9:23<br \/>\nKismet\/Still Can&#8217;t Find Her<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve been looking for God<br \/>\nIn between cities and the webbed space connecting fingers.<br \/>\nI&#8217;ve been pacing the bare-bulbed blinding<br \/>\nNever finding faith or redemption,<br \/>\nSo that I can drop down to my knees and<br \/>\nGive myself over to something other than my impulses.<br \/>\nSomething other than you.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve been looking for God<br \/>\nBehind the soft spaces of your ears.<br \/>\nI&#8217;ve searched for years to find a way<br \/>\nTo absolve my own indiscretions.<br \/>\nLooking underneath my rib cage hoping<br \/>\nThat the bigger the space is<br \/>\nThe more likely God&#8217;s to be found.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve been looking for God<br \/>\nInside the notebooks my friends give me;<br \/>\nDesperate attempts to channel my<br \/>\nFrenzied cycling thoughts,<br \/>\nBecause there must be a better way to repent<br \/>\nFor the time that wasn&#8217;t spent<br \/>\nIn your good graces.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve been looking for God<br \/>\nFor over 24 years<br \/>\nTo make sense of the recurring kismet<br \/>\nThat draws me to you.<br \/>\nI still can&#8217;t find her but I think she lives<br \/>\nIn the way you pronounce my name<br \/>\nLike a hymn.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>8\/5\/17 9:23 Kismet\/Still Can&#8217;t Find Her I&#8217;ve been looking for God In between cities and the webbed space connecting fingers. I&#8217;ve been pacing the bare-bulbed blinding Never finding faith or redemption, So that I can drop down to my knees and Give myself over to&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":981,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-33425","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-marathon-poem"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33425","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/981"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=33425"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33425\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":123927,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33425\/revisions\/123927"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=33425"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=33425"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=33425"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}