So here I am again.
\nSad. What’s new?
\nMy dreams are rarely wrong.
\nAnd I had one of those dreams last night.
\nWhere the girl in the dream should have been me.
\nBut she wasn’t.<\/p>\n
Then he came into my dream. He met someone. And he was so incredibly happy. He updated his status. Changed his music. Changed his profile pic. And all I could do was wish that girl was me. I woke up sad and empty.<\/p>\n
A feeling I haven’t had in a long long while.<\/p>\n
It’s pointless bring unhappy over something I can’t control. Why give someone else control over my happiness. That’s not on. Only I have that right. Giving someone else control over my happiness is giving them control over my life.<\/p>\n
So what if I had a dream. So what if my dream isn’t wrong. I guess at the end of the day everyone deserves to be happy. And mine is taking that much longer. Because when it happens – I will only spend my time enjoying that happiness.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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