{"id":38096,"date":"2017-08-05T20:29:59","date_gmt":"2017-08-06T00:29:59","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=38096"},"modified":"2017-08-05T20:29:59","modified_gmt":"2017-08-06T00:29:59","slug":"doubts-borne-of-men-ive-loved-before","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2017\/08\/doubts-borne-of-men-ive-loved-before\/","title":{"rendered":"Doubts Borne of the Men I&#8217;ve Loved Before"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>You know you&#8217;re beautiful, like no one else,<br \/>\nI&#8217;ve seen the way you hold yourself:<br \/>\nThat shameless poise as you just pass through<br \/>\nHolding my heart like I belonged to you<\/p>\n<p>What is it you do not see<br \/>\nTo make you find it easy to discard me?<br \/>\nWhat is it you love so much more<br \/>\nThat you&#8217;d walk out and shut the door?<\/p>\n<p>You know you&#8217;re so talented, so self-made,<br \/>\nI&#8217;ve seen the wealth and the accolades:<br \/>\nDropped a trifle in my palm,<br \/>\nWrote me off without a qualm<\/p>\n<p>What is it makes you not care<br \/>\nDespite all we promised to share?<br \/>\nWhat is it you want so much less<br \/>\nThat you&#8217;d shatter my heart and leave it a mess?<\/p>\n<p>You know you&#8217;re so very skilled at love,<br \/>\nI remember the things we&#8217;d both dream of:<br \/>\nThat passionate demand in my ear<br \/>\nMaking me wish I could hold you near<\/p>\n<p>What is it makes you disappear,<br \/>\nPretend we were not and just wander clear?<br \/>\nWhat is it you get with her<br \/>\nTo pretend that you and I never were?<\/p>\n<p>You know your life is so very nice,<br \/>\nFamily so lovely as to entice,<br \/>\nHome so calm my own dreams I might sell<br \/>\nIf I didn&#8217;t know your wishes so well<\/p>\n<p>What is it makes you shield your heart<br \/>\nWhen we&#8217;ve finally managed a belated start?<br \/>\nWhat is it makes you act this way<br \/>\nWhere I&#8217;m so damned sure you&#8217;ll go away?<\/p>\n<p>You know you&#8217;re just so very smart<br \/>\nI gave you my whole life to take apart,<br \/>\nI&#8217;d have been with you a million years<br \/>\nBut you left me spilling a heart full of tears<\/p>\n<p>What is it you loathed so much<br \/>\nThat you tore me apart, gave so rare a touch?<br \/>\nWhat is it makes you blind to see<br \/>\nThat it was your problem more than it was me?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>You know you&#8217;re beautiful, like no one else, I&#8217;ve seen the way you hold yourself: That shameless poise as you just pass through Holding my heart like I belonged to you What is it you do not see To make you find it easy to&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1098,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[11],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-38096","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-half-marathon-poem"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/38096","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1098"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=38096"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/38096\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":38556,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/38096\/revisions\/38556"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=38096"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=38096"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=38096"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}