{"id":39917,"date":"2017-08-05T23:43:13","date_gmt":"2017-08-06T03:43:13","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=39917"},"modified":"2017-08-06T03:44:27","modified_gmt":"2017-08-06T07:44:27","slug":"totaled","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2017\/08\/totaled\/","title":{"rendered":"Totaled"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>his long fingers stretched across my fingers curled<\/p>\n<p>around the sword handle like cracks<\/p>\n<p>in a car windshield. \u00a0the slow motion<\/p>\n<p>sets in. \u00a0I look up at him, the tiny<\/p>\n<p>crescent moon on his chin, an old scar<\/p>\n<p>that grew with him. \u00a0he peers down at me<\/p>\n<p>and I can feel the warmth of his chest<\/p>\n<p>behind my shoulder. I am glowing. \u00a0he laughs and<\/p>\n<p>draws closer, almost an embrace. \u00a0his fingers<\/p>\n<p>are warm and smooth on mine.<\/p>\n<p>he straightens my back with one<\/p>\n<p>hand, the other still tight on my<\/p>\n<p>closed fist.<\/p>\n<p><i>good\u00a0<\/i>he whispers, and then the<\/p>\n<p>warmth is gone and the world<\/p>\n<p>is in motion once more, his absence<\/p>\n<p>cold against my back.<\/p>\n<p>a tree whips across my vision. my seatbelt<\/p>\n<p>snaps into my ribs, steals my breath. \u00a0he is running<\/p>\n<p>alongside me. \u00a0<i>steady\u00a0<\/i>he tells me.<\/p>\n<p><i>don&#8217;t let the speed distract you. \u00a0<\/i><\/p>\n<p>my mother is screaming and all<\/p>\n<p>I can see is the face he makes<\/p>\n<p>when his shoulder hurts the<\/p>\n<p>curl of his fingers over my<\/p>\n<p>fingers the snap in his strike fire<\/p>\n<p>in his eyes the car<\/p>\n<p>is off of the road.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>his long fingers stretched across my fingers curled around the sword handle like cracks in a car windshield. \u00a0the slow motion sets in. \u00a0I look up at him, the tiny crescent moon on his chin, an old scar that grew with him. \u00a0he peers down&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1091,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7,13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-39917","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-marathon-poem","category-miscellaneous"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/39917","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1091"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=39917"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/39917\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":39918,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/39917\/revisions\/39918"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=39917"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=39917"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=39917"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}