{"id":41424,"date":"2017-08-06T04:28:02","date_gmt":"2017-08-06T08:28:02","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=41424"},"modified":"2017-08-06T04:28:02","modified_gmt":"2017-08-06T08:28:02","slug":"lost-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2017\/08\/lost-3\/","title":{"rendered":"Lost"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>29 two kids a husband at war kidneys not functioning as they should 3 different nephologist diagnosised it doesn&#8217;t look good<\/p>\n<p>Mother&#8217;s illness is chronic why is mine end stage insides filled with angst fear and rage<\/p>\n<p>Regardless of fear I had to be strong hold on tight for how ever long baby girl writing notes about never forgetting me..did she know my time was ending for a fact. \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 Old people believe babies and animals can predict stuff like that<\/p>\n<p>You can&#8217;t imagine the overwhelming lost I felt so to ground I fell and on knees I knelt<\/p>\n<p>To the heavens I prayed,just a little while longer Lord,oh please let me stay<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>29 two kids a husband at war kidneys not functioning as they should 3 different nephologist diagnosised it doesn&#8217;t look good Mother&#8217;s illness is chronic why is mine end stage insides filled with angst fear and rage Regardless of fear I had to be strong&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1103,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-41424","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-miscellaneous"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/41424","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1103"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=41424"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/41424\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":41575,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/41424\/revisions\/41575"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=41424"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=41424"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=41424"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}