{"id":46166,"date":"2019-06-22T08:33:44","date_gmt":"2019-06-22T12:33:44","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=46166"},"modified":"2019-06-22T10:42:39","modified_gmt":"2019-06-22T14:42:39","slug":"an-enemy-within","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2019\/06\/an-enemy-within\/","title":{"rendered":"An Enemy Within"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: left\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-47434 aligncenter\" src=\"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/20190622_224150-300x186.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"186\" srcset=\"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/20190622_224150-300x186.jpg 300w, https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/20190622_224150-768x476.jpg 768w, https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/20190622_224150-1024x634.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/20190622_224150.jpg 1080w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left\">That face, bobbing in and out of a sea of hungry crowd,<br \/>\nDisgusted, I lost my appetite to a plate of mouth watering delights,<br \/>\nI fake an invite, signal her to join me for lunch,<br \/>\nI loathe the sight of this creature I call my friend,<br \/>\nShe walks closer, eloquent in strides,<br \/>\nMight as well shoot me in the head, be rid of my pain,<br \/>\nMy blood begins to broth, cooking up my anger, marching beads of sweat,<br \/>\nHer smile glows a radiant light but razor sharp, slicing into my naked eyes,<br \/>\nOne blink and I see the creature right before my eyes,<br \/>\nSits opposite me, always naively happy, she is killing me slowly,<br \/>\nI switch to my \u2018mask\u2019 mode , an Oscar winning innocence plus a dab of kindness,<br \/>\nOblivious of my sufferings, she spills out stories, heating up my ears, prawn red,<br \/>\nHer happy little life, fills with sunshine, flowers, the colours of rainbows, the life I wish to have,<br \/>\nI shoot my defence with a pinch of boast and a lot of lies,<br \/>\nI aced it, shut her big fat mouth, I am laughing inside,<br \/>\nFar from done, I wait as patient as a crocodile, for that right moment to attack my prey,<br \/>\nUpon cue, I launch my ammo, a juicy gossip on a lady colleague, I made up,<br \/>\nSaid to be the meaning of true beauty, not me nor she, can even dream to be,<br \/>\nHer response, immediate, I see hurt in those starry eyes, fell for it like a fool,<br \/>\nI rejoice a standing ovation victory, ignoring a voice whispering the truth in my head,<br \/>\nThat God really took his time to sculpt a creature as perfect as she, to torment the likes of me,<br \/>\nShe is innocent, a victim but she exists and that\u2019s her fault,<br \/>\nI am dying to see her swim in sadness , long to burn her self worth to ash,<br \/>\nDestroy her slowly, while standing by her side, her loyal friend,<br \/>\nA veil, to my cruel intentions and unspeakable actions,<br \/>\nI am her worst enemy but she will never see me, an enemy within.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>That face, bobbing in and out of a sea of hungry crowd, Disgusted, I lost my appetite to a plate of mouth watering delights, I fake an invite, signal her to join me for lunch, I loathe the sight of this creature I call my&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1247,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-46166","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-miscellaneous"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/46166","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1247"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=46166"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/46166\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":47437,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/46166\/revisions\/47437"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=46166"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=46166"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=46166"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}