{"id":46416,"date":"2019-06-22T10:07:30","date_gmt":"2019-06-22T14:07:30","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=46416"},"modified":"2019-06-22T11:03:38","modified_gmt":"2019-06-22T15:03:38","slug":"191","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2019\/06\/191\/","title":{"rendered":"19~1"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: center\">I am dying inside&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">and nobody knows<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">so nobody cares<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">(to know me)<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">i am rotting&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">a stinking hulk of flesh<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">where everything is melting<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">mere tears never matter<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">and nothing<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">affects anyone<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">but<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">~Me~<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">(they don&#8217;t see)<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">i am being eaten alive&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">by overwhelming love<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">i&#8217;ve given<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">and taken<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">(none left in me)<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">bits and pieces<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">consumed<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">until there is nothing left<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\"><em>nothing<\/em> at all&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">i am searching for my Self<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">never knowing where i&#8217;m going<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">(forever lost)<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">Happy?<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\"><em>I Am Not.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I am dying inside&#8230; and nobody knows so nobody cares (to know me) &nbsp; i am rotting&#8230; a stinking hulk of flesh where everything is melting mere tears never matter and nothing affects anyone but ~Me~ (they don&#8217;t see) &nbsp; i am being eaten alive&#8230;&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":241,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-46416","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-marathon-poem"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/46416","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/241"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=46416"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/46416\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":47697,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/46416\/revisions\/47697"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=46416"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=46416"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=46416"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}