{"id":46514,"date":"2019-06-22T09:39:31","date_gmt":"2019-06-22T13:39:31","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=46514"},"modified":"2019-07-02T16:06:19","modified_gmt":"2019-07-02T20:06:19","slug":"inconceivable","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2019\/06\/inconceivable\/","title":{"rendered":"Inconceivable"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I am a friend, I care too deeply<br \/>\nand that isn\u2019t the crime<br \/>\nthe world likes us to believe it is.<br \/>\nI love fully and invest in my pack,<br \/>\na pack full of lovers like me.<\/p>\n<p>I am a worker, not a worker bee.<br \/>\nNot mindless, but devoted to<br \/>\nthe job I do and the people I do it for.<br \/>\nI live a fast-paced, hectic life,<br \/>\nwhich is worth it &#8211; for them.<\/p>\n<p>I am a student, but soon I will teach,<br \/>\nI shove past obstacles and panic over tests<br \/>\nso that one day I can be the one assigning them.<br \/>\nThe routine, the structure, reassures me<br \/>\nand those assignments begin to give me purpose.<\/p>\n<p>I am a volunteer, our work is never done.<br \/>\nAlways one more thing, a load of laundry,<br \/>\na trap to set, a dog to walk, an injury to tend to,<br \/>\nsadness is replaced by joy, only when our<br \/>\nanimals heal and find the love they deserve.<\/p>\n<p>I am depressed, usually for no reason<br \/>\nI battle with my own mind, it plays tricks, it lies.<br \/>\nI\u00a0try to remember that no one hurt me,<br \/>\nI breathe through the episode, \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<br \/>\ndesperate to think about living again.<\/p>\n<p>I am a human, inconceivable,<br \/>\nI can\u2019t be described in just a poem.<br \/>\nBut my spirit can speak through one.<br \/>\nMy perspective and my intuition can be shared<br \/>\nand my soul can shine through, the words capturing me.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I am a friend, I care too deeply and that isn\u2019t the crime the world likes us to believe it is. I love fully and invest in my pack, a pack full of lovers like me. I am a worker, not a worker bee. Not&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1218,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-46514","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-miscellaneous"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/46514","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1218"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=46514"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/46514\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":59052,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/46514\/revisions\/59052"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=46514"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=46514"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=46514"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}