{"id":47417,"date":"2019-06-22T10:46:17","date_gmt":"2019-06-22T14:46:17","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=47417"},"modified":"2019-06-22T10:46:17","modified_gmt":"2019-06-22T14:46:17","slug":"surface-life-and-deeper-in-two-parts","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2019\/06\/surface-life-and-deeper-in-two-parts\/","title":{"rendered":"Surface Life and Deeper: In Two Parts"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>There once was a sweet potato named Sam.<\/p>\n<p>In his best, most tuberous voice,<\/p>\n<p>He\u2019d repeat the phrase of his choice,<\/p>\n<p>Reminding the world that he was someveggie of note:<\/p>\n<p>My name is Sam; I yam what I yam!<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>But somehow, through the soil and the sand,<\/p>\n<p>And oftime through the mud all around,<\/p>\n<p>It never rang true, all muffled of sound,<\/p>\n<p>Though his leaves, in the sun, ruffled refrain;<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMy name is Sam: I yam what I yam!\u201d he tubered again.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Daily he\u2019d stretch up more greens and more vines<\/p>\n<p>Toward the towering oaks and the wind-swaying pines<\/p>\n<p>Who soared high above<\/p>\n<p>Where Sam dared not strive.<\/p>\n<p>To the overcast clouds,<\/p>\n<p>To the bees in their hives<\/p>\n<p>To all that moved free, not shackled like Sam\u2014<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI can\u2019t roam like you, but I yam what I yam!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Then, late in the season, the farmer began<\/p>\n<p>To dig up the field and harvest the sweets.<\/p>\n<p>He dug up the furrows, the tators and weeds.<\/p>\n<p>Sam\u2019s eyes in bright sun, roots out of the dim&#8211;<\/p>\n<p>For the first time, forever, not buried or grim,<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>No longer needing to shout or to scream,<\/p>\n<p>He lifted a whisper, dared shatter the dream,<\/p>\n<p>And all of the world finally heard his refrain,<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI yam what I yam,\u201d he softly proclaimed.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMy name is Sam,\u201d he whispered again.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Um, I\u2019m not liking that one at all\u2026<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I am short. I am fat.<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019d make a better sleeping cat,<\/p>\n<p>Than all the things they say I should be,<\/p>\n<p>A mom, a \u2018talent\u2019, a statuesque twig,<\/p>\n<p>Have hair\u2014and not cancer, just a form for a wig<\/p>\n<p>That never fits right<\/p>\n<p>And forever is itching.<\/p>\n<p>And I should talk \u2018positive\u2019 and stop all this b****ing\u2026<\/p>\n<p>As chemo melts through<\/p>\n<p>All the \u2018me\u2019 that I was.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>And well-meaning friends, helpful and certain<\/p>\n<p>Keep telling me nonsense will stop all the hurtin\u2019<\/p>\n<p>Like \u2018it\u2019s only hair\u2019 (not when it\u2019s on your own head)<\/p>\n<p>And \u201cThis, too, will pass (it\u2019s better than dead)\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Their phrases, too, are but scarves for the \u2018bald\u2019<\/p>\n<p>When my wishes and dreams lay exposed,<\/p>\n<p>Disposed,<\/p>\n<p>shaking, aching,<\/p>\n<p>The outcome unknown.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Little but dross,<\/p>\n<p>Being refined.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>There are no trite phrases<\/p>\n<p>That can be rhymed<\/p>\n<p>And make glad the rhythm<\/p>\n<p>Of life chemically metered<\/p>\n<p>in twenty-one days\u2026<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Seven of misery,<\/p>\n<p>Seven, some better<\/p>\n<p>Seven in countdown to start again\u2026<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Flamingo flock on the lawn marches forward<\/p>\n<p>Like some cancer-pink army, flailing in chaos<\/p>\n<p>And eating their shrimp to maintain their hue\u2026<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIt\u2019s only feathers. It will grow back\u201d<\/p>\n<p>As they enter my dreamtime, \u2018ports\u2019 bulging their necks,<\/p>\n<p>Drip bags dangling from waggle-ing beaks,<\/p>\n<p>Counting the days, the treatments, the weeks.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>And should any small part of my \u2018I am\u2019 remain,<\/p>\n<p>When all of the smelting, dross-purging are through,<\/p>\n<p>May God, the great, eternal I Am, &#8211;who happens to have hair, whether or not I do&#8211;<\/p>\n<p>Find some scrap of MY \u2018I am\u2019 still faithful and true.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>There once was a sweet potato named Sam. 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