{"id":50291,"date":"2019-06-22T15:05:06","date_gmt":"2019-06-22T19:05:06","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=50291"},"modified":"2019-06-22T15:05:06","modified_gmt":"2019-06-22T19:05:06","slug":"deep","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2019\/06\/deep\/","title":{"rendered":"Deep"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>What are all these emotions I&#8217;m feeling<br \/>\nAm I falling to deep in my feelings<br \/>\nAm I moving to fast do I need to shut these feelings down <\/p>\n<p>Am what I feeling is real<br \/>\nOr is it his sweet words that have me all in my feelings<br \/>\nAre his words truly genuine or is it a card game that he dealing <\/p>\n<p>Am I falling for the nice guy this time<br \/>\nOr is it boogie man in disguise<br \/>\nWaiting to build my hopes up then tear it all down at a drop of a dime<\/p>\n<p>Am I letting my past interfere with my future<br \/>\nOr is this a sign I should keep my guard up<br \/>\nI&#8217;m so afraid of all these feelings<br \/>\nI feel like running and just leaving <\/p>\n<p>Am I running from a good man who can truly love me<br \/>\nOr is this fate thats warning me that this right here not ment to be<\/p>\n<p>Could he be what I truly need<br \/>\nOr is it me that is wounded and want this to be<br \/>\nBe what I always wanted and all these emotions i feel inside<br \/>\nIs it me making it something that&#8217;s really is nothing <\/p>\n<p>But what if he&#8217;s the one that can change my whole world<br \/>\nWhat if his feelings are genuine for me<br \/>\nAm I going to run from these feelings because I&#8217;m scare to see if this man could be what I need<\/p>\n<p>I need a sign to show me where this so call relationship we have going on is a path I need to take or should I run away because it just a fantasy I don&#8217;t want to escape<br \/>\nMy heart can&#8217;t take anymore heartache<br \/>\nSo I need a sign to give me a peace of mind <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>What are all these emotions I&#8217;m feeling Am I falling to deep in my feelings Am I moving to fast do I need to shut these feelings down Am what I feeling is real Or is it his sweet words that have me all in&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1190,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[11],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-50291","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-half-marathon-poem"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50291","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1190"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=50291"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50291\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":50296,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50291\/revisions\/50296"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=50291"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=50291"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=50291"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}