{"id":50303,"date":"2019-06-22T15:23:59","date_gmt":"2019-06-22T19:23:59","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=50303"},"modified":"2019-06-22T15:26:06","modified_gmt":"2019-06-22T19:26:06","slug":"im-not-allowed-to-listen-to-music","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2019\/06\/im-not-allowed-to-listen-to-music\/","title":{"rendered":"I&#8217;m Not Allowed to Listen to Music"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Trauma.<\/p>\n<p>Everyone has experienced it on some level.<\/p>\n<p>No one&#8217;s trauma is greater than someone else&#8217;s.<\/p>\n<p>No one can tell anyone else how their personal trauma should affect them.<\/p>\n<p>A month ago, trauma found its way to my home.<\/p>\n<p>And that is how I ended up with a roommate.<\/p>\n<p>My three year old has taken over.<\/p>\n<p>There are crumbs in the bed, from midnight snacks he thinks he&#8217;s sneaking<\/p>\n<p>(But really, I&#8217;m just relishing silence night time brings me<!--more-->)<\/p>\n<p>There are toys in here, too.<\/p>\n<p>Miniscule things that I never imagined could make one&#8217;s sleep so uncomfortable.<\/p>\n<p>The TV now stays on Disney, it seems, permanently.<\/p>\n<p>And there are other rules, too, apparently.<\/p>\n<p>Like how dare I listen to music, in order to write some poetry<\/p>\n<p>Ugh, I can&#8217;t wait til we move.<\/p>\n<p>Then maybe, I&#8217;ll be able to reclaim the space<\/p>\n<p>Lost to this child&#8217;s trauma<\/p>\n<p>And we&#8217;ll have no more drama<\/p>\n<p>Caused by rolling on cars, trucks and other little boys&#8217; must haves<\/p>\n<p>Or me playing music in what is supposed to be- my personal sanctuary.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Trauma. Everyone has experienced it on some level. No one&#8217;s trauma is greater than someone else&#8217;s. No one can tell anyone else how their personal trauma should affect them. A month ago, trauma found its way to my home. And that is how I ended&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1225,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[11,7,13,12,1136,441,5,1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-50303","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-half-marathon-poem","category-marathon-poem","category-miscellaneous","category-musings","category-official-marathon-prompts","category-poetry-prompt-responses","category-poetry-prompts","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50303","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1225"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=50303"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50303\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":50493,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50303\/revisions\/50493"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=50303"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=50303"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=50303"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}