{"id":52790,"date":"2019-06-22T19:37:52","date_gmt":"2019-06-22T23:37:52","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=52790"},"modified":"2019-06-24T09:09:00","modified_gmt":"2019-06-24T13:09:00","slug":"day-419","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2019\/06\/day-419\/","title":{"rendered":"Day 419 ~"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>My dearest Mandy,<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Here we are once again.\u00a0 Differently, yet still the same.<\/p>\n<p>Words written through out today, only touch the guilt felt shame.<\/p>\n<p>Never mind, the fucking pain!<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Denying truths through unwritten spaces.<\/p>\n<p>Putting yourself through the paces. Relearning to purge upon the page.<\/p>\n<p>Making space by challenging your inner demons.<\/p>\n<p>Embrace it all with your words and phrases.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Dig deeper girl ~ FEEL it all.<\/p>\n<p>Observe, don&#8217;t absorb.\u00a0 Accept, don&#8217;t push it away.<\/p>\n<p>Surrounded, within the protective crystal orb. Knowing this path is not the easiest to take.<\/p>\n<p>Recovery and Self at stake.<\/p>\n<p>What are you willing to be<\/p>\n<p>to ask<\/p>\n<p>to change.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Love Always,<\/p>\n<p>Me<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Amanda Potter\u00a9: 2019 Poetry Marathon<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>My dearest Mandy, &nbsp; Here we are once again.\u00a0 Differently, yet still the same. Words written through out today, only touch the guilt felt shame. Never mind, the fucking pain! &nbsp; Denying truths through unwritten spaces. Putting yourself through the paces. Relearning to purge upon&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":730,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[13],"tags":[3071],"class_list":["post-52790","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-miscellaneous","tag-77poetess-letterstoself-day419recoveryroad"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/52790","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/730"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=52790"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/52790\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":58343,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/52790\/revisions\/58343"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=52790"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=52790"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=52790"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}