{"id":54574,"date":"2019-06-22T23:07:54","date_gmt":"2019-06-23T03:07:54","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=54574"},"modified":"2019-06-22T23:07:54","modified_gmt":"2019-06-23T03:07:54","slug":"15-hardly-a-poem","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2019\/06\/15-hardly-a-poem\/","title":{"rendered":"15 &#8211; Hardly a Poem"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I have no eloquence left. All of the poetry in me has drained out. I am simply screamingrage, bleeding, unanswerable questions&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>How could this have happened?!<\/p>\n<p>How did you not play this out in your head for lifetimes before allowing this to happen?!<\/p>\n<p>How could you not be more mindful?!<\/p>\n<p>How could they be gone?!<\/p>\n<p>How could you let this happen?!<\/p>\n<p>How could you not know it was down?!<\/p>\n<p>How did you not know it was loaded?!!!<\/p>\n<p>How can they be gone&#8230;?<\/p>\n<p>How can I ever hear your voice again without the crack in my head splitting wider&#8230; without this new crazy swallowing me?<\/p>\n<p>How do I begin to forgive you?<\/p>\n<p>How do I begin to want to&#8230;?<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I have no eloquence left. All of the poetry in me has drained out. I am simply screamingrage, bleeding, unanswerable questions&#8230; How could this have happened?! How did you not play this out in your head for lifetimes before allowing this to happen?! How could&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1305,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-54574","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-miscellaneous"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/54574","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1305"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=54574"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/54574\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":54631,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/54574\/revisions\/54631"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=54574"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=54574"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=54574"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}