{"id":54718,"date":"2019-06-23T01:11:47","date_gmt":"2019-06-23T05:11:47","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=54718"},"modified":"2019-06-23T01:11:47","modified_gmt":"2019-06-23T05:11:47","slug":"on-life-and-diabetes-hour-sixteen","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2019\/06\/on-life-and-diabetes-hour-sixteen\/","title":{"rendered":"On Life and Diabetes (Hour Sixteen)"},"content":{"rendered":"<h1 style=\"text-align: center\">On Life and Diabetes<\/h1>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">Unzipping my case,<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">I fumble for my meter.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">Staring solemnly<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">at the series of small callouses<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">gracing every digit on my left my hand,<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">it dawns on me:<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">my life IS diabetes.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">Too many times each day,<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">I poke myself,<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">seeking the level of glucose<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">flowing through my veins.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">Each test leaves behind a scar,<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">so tiny the naked eye might miss it,<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">yet so bold it feels like Braille<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">beneath a blind man&#8217;s fingers.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">If my sugar runs high,<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">I must inject myself with insulin,<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">restoring the natural order of things.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">Should my levels be low,<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">I must feed my face,<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">building blocks like protein to<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">preserve my strength.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">I constantly check my &#8217;emotional glucose&#8217; meter too.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">Through pricks and barbs who poke and prod,<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">I discover where my sweetness levels fall.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">Every puncture point leaves its mark<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">in my memories,<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">its scars upon my heart.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">If I&#8217;ve been too kind and caring,<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">left myself wide open and vulnerable,<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">it&#8217;s time to serve up a shot of cynicism,<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">and remember<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">that the world doesn&#8217;t love<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">the same way that I do.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">If I&#8217;ve lost my sweet edge<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">and ventured to the sour side,<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">I must feast on love and laughter,<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">and the follies of furry four-footed friends<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">until all is right with the world once more.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">Should I choose not to check<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">and let ignorance be bliss,<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\"><em>I know I&#8217;ll not survive.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">Diabetes or Life?<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">Either way,<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">you prick me and<span style=\"color: #ff0000\"><strong> I bleed<\/strong>.<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>On Life and Diabetes &nbsp; Unzipping my case, I fumble for my meter. Staring solemnly at the series of small callouses gracing every digit on my left my hand, it dawns on me: my life IS diabetes. &nbsp; Too many times each day, I poke&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1212,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7,13],"tags":[3208,3209,3207,23],"class_list":["post-54718","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-marathon-poem","category-miscellaneous","tag-analogy","tag-comparison","tag-diabetes","tag-life"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/54718","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1212"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=54718"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/54718\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":55347,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/54718\/revisions\/55347"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=54718"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=54718"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=54718"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}