{"id":61824,"date":"2020-06-27T09:27:31","date_gmt":"2020-06-27T13:27:31","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=61824"},"modified":"2020-06-27T09:28:00","modified_gmt":"2020-06-27T13:28:00","slug":"mother-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2020\/06\/mother-3\/","title":{"rendered":"Mother"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: left\">She is mad at me;<br \/>\neven together we are apart.<\/p>\n<p>I am three and screaming<br \/>\nI am seven and terrified<br \/>\nI am thirteen and suicidal<br \/>\nI am sixteen and at my breaking point<br \/>\nI am twenty two and an alcoholic<br \/>\nI am twenty five and getting my shit together.<\/p>\n<p>I am twenty nine and sober.<br \/>\nI am a deer in headlights.<\/p>\n<p>She is six inches away but we do not speak.<\/p>\n<p>She is terrified I won\u2019t return because that is the mantra<\/p>\n<p>We run until our shoes fall off.<\/p>\n<p>Cold Southern gasoline.<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019m throwing fuel on the fire.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>She is mad at me; even together we are apart. I am three and screaming I am seven and terrified I am thirteen and suicidal I am sixteen and at my breaking point I am twenty two and an alcoholic I am twenty five and&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1498,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-61824","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-miscellaneous"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/61824","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1498"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=61824"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/61824\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":62037,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/61824\/revisions\/62037"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=61824"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=61824"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=61824"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}