{"id":63115,"date":"2020-06-27T10:42:23","date_gmt":"2020-06-27T14:42:23","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=63115"},"modified":"2020-06-27T10:42:23","modified_gmt":"2020-06-27T14:42:23","slug":"2020-hour-2-recipe-for-my-psyche","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2020\/06\/2020-hour-2-recipe-for-my-psyche\/","title":{"rendered":"2020 Hour 2:  Recipe for my psyche"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>#1: Fear<\/p>\n<p>#2: Self-awareness<\/p>\n<p>#3: Protective Gear<\/p>\n<p>#4: Plan<\/p>\n<p>#5: Survival<\/p>\n<p>Fear starts the clock<\/p>\n<p>Fear of the unknown<\/p>\n<p>The persistent drag<\/p>\n<p>Of self-awareness, always on the outside<\/p>\n<p>Looking in but from a distance<\/p>\n<p>Seeing myself from way too high up.<\/p>\n<p>Fear of being seen-<\/p>\n<p>How do I cover myself<\/p>\n<p>To ward off whatever<\/p>\n<p>Or whoever is coming?<\/p>\n<p>Add protective gear at all times,<\/p>\n<p>The contingency wardrobe conceived to conceal.<\/p>\n<p>And plan, always plan<\/p>\n<p>Fear being caught unprepared<\/p>\n<p>Never without an umbrella,<\/p>\n<p>For whatever the weather<\/p>\n<p>Even the hint of rain<\/p>\n<p>Or the downpour of sudden human interaction<\/p>\n<p>Will not be unanticipated.<\/p>\n<p>Go through the day, get through the day<\/p>\n<p>Survive the self-directed stress of all the planning<\/p>\n<p>That went into that one foray<\/p>\n<p>Outside the calm.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>#1: Fear #2: Self-awareness #3: Protective Gear #4: Plan #5: Survival Fear starts the clock Fear of the unknown The persistent drag Of self-awareness, always on the outside Looking in but from a distance Seeing myself from way too high up. Fear of being seen-&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":959,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-63115","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-miscellaneous"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/63115","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/959"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=63115"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/63115\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":63191,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/63115\/revisions\/63191"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=63115"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=63115"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=63115"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}