{"id":65038,"date":"2020-06-27T21:52:00","date_gmt":"2020-06-28T01:52:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=65038"},"modified":"2020-06-27T21:52:00","modified_gmt":"2020-06-28T01:52:00","slug":"to-grandma-pauline-with-love-always","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2020\/06\/to-grandma-pauline-with-love-always\/","title":{"rendered":"To Grandma Pauline with Love Always"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Dear Grandma Pauline,<\/p>\n<p>It has been years since<\/p>\n<p>you were called home.<\/p>\n<p>I miss your quiet strength,<\/p>\n<p>and your beautiful, kind spirit.<\/p>\n<p>You were always the best combination<\/p>\n<p>of Southern sass, heart, and grace.<\/p>\n<p>I remember when you would<\/p>\n<p>take my hand and<\/p>\n<p>walk with me<\/p>\n<p>to the store<\/p>\n<p>down the street<\/p>\n<p>and give me money to buy<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;a little knick knack&#8221;.<\/p>\n<p>And when you would make<\/p>\n<p>homemade biscuits in the mornings &#8211;<\/p>\n<p>fresh, flaky, and hot.<\/p>\n<p>We would poke a hole in them,<\/p>\n<p>pour in the thick, sticky sweetness<\/p>\n<p>of Cane Patch syrup,<\/p>\n<p>and eat until we couldn&#8217;t hold any more,<\/p>\n<p>licking the goodness off our fingers<\/p>\n<p>when we were done.<\/p>\n<p>Or when we would sit on the front porch,<\/p>\n<p>you in a rocker,<\/p>\n<p>and me and the other kids on the porch swing,<\/p>\n<p>drinking Coca Cola and sweet tea,<\/p>\n<p>or eating melting icy popsicles,<\/p>\n<p>the heat sweltering even in the shade.<\/p>\n<p>But we didn&#8217;t care.<\/p>\n<p>Grandma&#8217;s house was the place to be.<\/p>\n<p>There are so many other memories,<\/p>\n<p>so many other stories I could tell,<\/p>\n<p>and each them has its own place<\/p>\n<p>on the shelf in my heart.<\/p>\n<p>I wish you were still here,<\/p>\n<p>that I could sit with you<\/p>\n<p>over a plate of blueberry cobbler<\/p>\n<p>and vanilla ice cream,<\/p>\n<p>or even while shelling butter beans,<\/p>\n<p>and we could talk again.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;d want you to meet you great grandchildren;<\/p>\n<p>my son, an amazing young man<\/p>\n<p>who likes to work with his hands,<\/p>\n<p>and a heart that&#8217;s full of goodness.<\/p>\n<p>And my baby girl, a teen full of character,<\/p>\n<p>her presence and attitude larger than life,<\/p>\n<p>with unique hazel eyes just like my dad&#8217;s,<\/p>\n<p>your son, who is the reason<\/p>\n<p>I knew you<\/p>\n<p>and your light,<\/p>\n<p>and I&#8217;m so grateful to be your family.<\/p>\n<p>I knew you would have loved them<\/p>\n<p>as much as you loved us,<\/p>\n<p>as much as you loved me,<\/p>\n<p>and they would have loved you, too.<\/p>\n<p>I hope you look down and smile at them,<\/p>\n<p>at all of us,<\/p>\n<p>and know that we can&#8217;t wait to see you someday.<\/p>\n<p>It was hard when you left,<\/p>\n<p>and it was difficult to see you slip slowly away,<\/p>\n<p>your health deteriorating before our eyes,<\/p>\n<p>the bright spirit fading as physical pain,<\/p>\n<p>and grief over Grandpa&#8217;s passing<\/p>\n<p>took their toll on your mind and your body.<\/p>\n<p>But you still shone with inner beauty,<\/p>\n<p>the spark and glow of your beautiful soul<\/p>\n<p>never dimming,<\/p>\n<p>even when the darkness came<\/p>\n<p>and took you away from us.<\/p>\n<p>You still live in our thoughts,<\/p>\n<p>and pictures still remind us of you.<\/p>\n<p>Though we are apart now,<\/p>\n<p>I will be more than ready to hug you and hold tight,<\/p>\n<p>and I&#8217;m sure there will be line behind me,<\/p>\n<p>waiting to do the same.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Dear Grandma Pauline, It has been years since you were called home. I miss your quiet strength, and your beautiful, kind spirit. You were always the best combination of Southern sass, heart, and grace. I remember when you would take my hand and walk with&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1224,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7,441],"tags":[3442,23,31,392],"class_list":["post-65038","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-marathon-poem","category-poetry-prompt-responses","tag-2020poetrymarathon","tag-life","tag-love","tag-writing-prompts"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/65038","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1224"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=65038"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/65038\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":71966,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/65038\/revisions\/71966"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=65038"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=65038"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=65038"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}