{"id":66796,"date":"2020-06-27T15:00:20","date_gmt":"2020-06-27T19:00:20","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=66796"},"modified":"2020-06-29T20:26:57","modified_gmt":"2020-06-30T00:26:57","slug":"god-made-me-haunted-like-this-god-makes-me-haunt-so-now-this-is-yours","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2020\/06\/god-made-me-haunted-like-this-god-makes-me-haunt-so-now-this-is-yours\/","title":{"rendered":"hour 5     god made me haunted like this    god makes me haunt &amp; so now this is yours"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>try two\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 if not three<br \/>\ntry four\u00a0\u00a0 four decades of trying<br \/>\n&amp; learning &amp; trying<br \/>\njust a little further<br \/>\naround the bend &amp; im still trying not to cry : why is crying so hard<br \/>\nyou\u2019d think id have learned by now\u00a0\u00a0 the only way is through it\u2014<\/p>\n<p>they never told me to follow my heart because they didn\u2019t want my heart broken like theirs<br \/>\nbut when you come out broken when your moms broken growing you in utero<br \/>\nbroken is what you know \u00a0 you can\u2019t unbreak a person<br \/>\nmade broken any more than you can an object \u2014even one hemmed whole with gold<br \/>\nstronger along the faults \u00a0 remembers its history in its bones<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>try two\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 if not three try four\u00a0\u00a0 four decades of trying &amp; learning &amp; trying just a little further around the bend &amp; im still trying not to cry : why is crying so hard you\u2019d think id have learned by now\u00a0\u00a0 the only way&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1475,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[11],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-66796","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-half-marathon-poem"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/66796","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1475"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=66796"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/66796\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":66840,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/66796\/revisions\/66840"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=66796"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=66796"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=66796"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}