{"id":67554,"date":"2020-06-27T16:22:47","date_gmt":"2020-06-27T20:22:47","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=67554"},"modified":"2020-06-27T16:22:47","modified_gmt":"2020-06-27T20:22:47","slug":"prompt-six-6-ideally","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2020\/06\/prompt-six-6-ideally\/","title":{"rendered":"Prompt Six (6): Ideally"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Daddy left on a cold and harsh day.<\/p>\n<p>It was February&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Susie left us on a cool and dry day.<\/p>\n<p>It was November&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>It feels unreal, as if we do not exist, anymore.<\/p>\n<p>To explain his fact of life called death.<\/p>\n<p>Daddy was expected to some degree.<\/p>\n<p>Susie just turned 20-years-old.<\/p>\n<p>I once saw her &#8230; a vision in an old woman on the train.<\/p>\n<p>It was Susie, if she were in her seventies.<\/p>\n<p>An age she&#8217;d never see.<\/p>\n<p>She was wrinkled, only a bit.<\/p>\n<p>The woman on the train.<\/p>\n<p>Saggy, large eyes&#8230;worn face.<\/p>\n<p>When Susie, only 17 years was diagnosed with cancer&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Under her left eye &#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Re-diagnosed&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>She had the same thing at age 5.<\/p>\n<p>Perhaps, Susie always had old eyes&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&#8230; a look that children with cancer get.<\/p>\n<p>A knowing or maturity&#8230;we cannot understand.<\/p>\n<p>As they are brave souls &#8230; old souls,<\/p>\n<p>before they are old.<\/p>\n<p>Maybe.<\/p>\n<p>Daddy was old forever, of course.<\/p>\n<p>But when the cancer came &#8230;<\/p>\n<p>he got older, still.<\/p>\n<p>Cancer brings old eyes &#8230;<\/p>\n<p>at least, the terminal kind.<\/p>\n<p>The face gets grayish.<\/p>\n<p>Maybe it&#8217;s just sadness.<\/p>\n<p>Or, eventually, letting go of this lifetime.<\/p>\n<p>Then, just this one day, in August. Ideally, and suddenly.<\/p>\n<p>There was light! From them who had crossed?<\/p>\n<p>They lead me to him. Alive, healthy!<\/p>\n<p>He danced and he sang for me!<\/p>\n<p>He did not know it was for me &#8230;<\/p>\n<p>or did he?<\/p>\n<p>He came out, with life in his step!<\/p>\n<p>He was fast and the air was on fire &#8230;<\/p>\n<p>that passionate fire!<\/p>\n<p>We connected, almost literally &#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Like the fire in his very soul &#8230;<\/p>\n<p>His forward motion was quick . . .<\/p>\n<p>I pushed myself off the wall, holding me up!<\/p>\n<p>And I intercepted him in the middle of the room.<\/p>\n<p>When he grabbed me<\/p>\n<p>&#8230; for the picture.<\/p>\n<p>That hard grab was strong<\/p>\n<p>&#8230;yet gentle at the right moment.<\/p>\n<p>Passionate and held me up,<\/p>\n<p>as I swooned in him embrace.<\/p>\n<p>Life became real, again!<\/p>\n<p>I existed!<\/p>\n<p>I came alive!<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-thumbnail wp-image-67834\" src=\"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/1987_08-28-NYC-002-150x150.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" srcset=\"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/1987_08-28-NYC-002-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/1987_08-28-NYC-002-45x45.jpg 45w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 150px) 100vw, 150px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>NOTE: In 1987 my father died on February 4th, and my young friend, Susie died in November. As Susie was on her\u00a0 death bed &#8212; on August 28th &#8212; I met my favorite actor, Tim Curry. This is the actual photograph.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Daddy left on a cold and harsh day. It was February&#8230; Susie left us on a cool and dry day. It was November&#8230; It feels unreal, as if we do not exist, anymore. To explain his fact of life called death. Daddy was expected to&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":745,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7,13,2114,441,5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-67554","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-marathon-poem","category-miscellaneous","category-official-marathon-announcement","category-poetry-prompt-responses","category-poetry-prompts"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/67554","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/745"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=67554"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/67554\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":67988,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/67554\/revisions\/67988"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=67554"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=67554"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=67554"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}