{"id":67706,"date":"2020-06-27T17:04:42","date_gmt":"2020-06-27T21:04:42","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=67706"},"modified":"2020-06-27T17:04:42","modified_gmt":"2020-06-27T21:04:42","slug":"beloved-brandy-goodman-poem-9","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2020\/06\/beloved-brandy-goodman-poem-9\/","title":{"rendered":"Beloved (Brandy Goodman Poem #9)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong><em><u>Beloved (Brandy Goodman Poem #9)<br \/>\n<\/u><\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><em>I would have to say you were my first love.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>You were there for me through everything.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Through happiness and heartache<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>And all the joy a child brings.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>But mostly you were there<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>When times for me were tough.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>When it was me against the world<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Or I had simply had enough.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>You held my hand and eased my pain<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>You dried each tear that would fall.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>You helped me hold my head up high<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>You were there for me through it all.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>But day by day I find myself<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Pulling further away from you<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>And even though I see it happening<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>I&#8217;m not sure what to do.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>I&#8217;m depressed and I&#8217;m angry<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>But it&#8217;s too hard for me to turn your way.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>How do I find my way back<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>To turning to you every day?<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>It&#8217;s not as if you let me down<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Or in some way did me wrong.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>I just feel disconnected from you<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Like with you I no longer belong.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>All desire to be with you<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Has eroded slowly over time.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>It seems like it\u2019s been forever<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Since you were really mine.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Whatever happened in the past<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>We must move forward to see<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>The bright future you and I share<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Because I can&#8217;t live without you, my beloved poetry.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Beloved (Brandy Goodman Poem #9) I would have to say you were my first love. You were there for me through everything. Through happiness and heartache And all the joy a child brings. But mostly you were there When times for me were tough. When&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1364,"featured_media":62013,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[11],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-67706","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-half-marathon-poem"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/67706","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1364"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=67706"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/67706\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":68598,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/67706\/revisions\/68598"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/62013"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=67706"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=67706"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=67706"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}