{"id":71345,"date":"2020-06-27T20:52:18","date_gmt":"2020-06-28T00:52:18","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=71345"},"modified":"2020-06-27T20:52:18","modified_gmt":"2020-06-28T00:52:18","slug":"poem-12-13","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2020\/06\/poem-12-13\/","title":{"rendered":"Poem #12"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Why do they hate me?<\/p>\n<p>I am still trying to figure out why they hate me so much<br \/>\nI know my hair is bold and nappy and will never straighten out<br \/>\nWithout chemicals and heat<br \/>\nBut why do I need it to?<br \/>\nit is thick and full and I have the privilege to style it however I want<\/p>\n<p>I know my lips are full but they help me to speak<br \/>\nWords of love in every poem I write<br \/>\nI know my fingers are long but strong<br \/>\nThey help me to hold onto all the dreams when I snatch them<br \/>\nOut of the clouds and serve them up on the plate for all humanity to see<\/p>\n<p>I know my body is not the model size<br \/>\nBut it has born three brown babies who have excelled<br \/>\nIn school and in life<br \/>\nand so I love all the places where they made me thick<br \/>\nLeft me adequately full<br \/>\nFull enough to teach them compassion<br \/>\nFull enough to be softhearted when so much of the world<br \/>\nIs bitter and irate<\/p>\n<p> I am trying to understand why they hate me so much<br \/>\nWhy the thought of me standing up for myself<br \/>\nOr even taking a knee would threaten some mysterious thing about<br \/>\nWho they are<br \/>\nWho they perceive themselves to be<br \/>\nWho they don\u2019t want me to be in this world<br \/>\nBut it is not up to them to decide<\/p>\n<p>I have been planted by the waters of life<br \/>\nI am meant to live<br \/>\nI am meant to grow despite the knife they stick in my back<br \/>\nDespite the knee they place on my neck<br \/>\nI am meant to thrive<br \/>\nI am meant to breathe<\/p>\n<p>I know my mind is brilliant and that my heart is pure<br \/>\nI know that I can collect butterflies when I send out the message<br \/>\nOf love<br \/>\nI pray that their worms of hate will never swallow it up<br \/>\nthat my words will not return to me void<br \/>\nthat they have power every time they are read<br \/>\nagain<br \/>\nI do not know why they hate me so much<br \/>\nPerhaps it is because I am so beautiful within<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Why do they hate me? I am still trying to figure out why they hate me so much I know my hair is bold and nappy and will never straighten out Without chemicals and heat But why do I need it to? it is thick&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[11],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-71345","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-half-marathon-poem"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/71345","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=71345"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/71345\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":71372,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/71345\/revisions\/71372"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=71345"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=71345"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=71345"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}