{"id":73140,"date":"2020-06-28T00:37:09","date_gmt":"2020-06-28T04:37:09","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=73140"},"modified":"2020-06-28T00:37:09","modified_gmt":"2020-06-28T04:37:09","slug":"dont-say-the-l-word-hour-16","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2020\/06\/dont-say-the-l-word-hour-16\/","title":{"rendered":"Don&#8217;t Say the &#8220;L&#8221; Word (Hour 16)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>It\u2019s a moment in a crowded room<br \/>\nwhen your eyes fall upon a single person, laughing,<br \/>\nchatting, moving faster than the rest of the party,<br \/>\nyet her movements are smooth, fluid,<br \/>\nslowly registering in your mind.<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s a poem spoken in conversation,<br \/>\nthat ends in silence,<br \/>\nbut continues separately<br \/>\nas each person thinks of what to say next.<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s a smile, an agreement to meet up with friends,<br \/>\nbut secretly going to see one person.<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s a feeling that something great<br \/>\nis on the verge of coming to life,<br \/>\na confidence that you\u2019re making the right choice.<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s the majority of your time recalling your last conversations,<br \/>\nreplaying better things you could have said,<br \/>\nsecond-guessing the intentions behind her responses.<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s a walk to the lake,<br \/>\nbarely wearing summer clothes,<br \/>\nnoticing the intricacies of exposed skin,<br \/>\nswimming in the setting sun\u2019s light.<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s a kiss on the hillside,<br \/>\na desire to give magic to this moment, together,<br \/>\nthat it might transcend all we have ever felt alone.<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s a promise, a shared home, a second pillow on her bed,<br \/>\nthe hidden rituals of her privacy, simply witnessing her living.<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s a ring around a dream,<br \/>\nto see within to the child that grew<br \/>\ninto the person as you know her,<br \/>\nit\u2019s the child you were, wanting to be known by her.<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s the ceremony, the dance,<br \/>\nthe night we we were supposed to feel different,<br \/>\nthe intertwining of families, hopes, futures.<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s the beginning of real things,<br \/>\nhomes and yards,<br \/>\nrooms envisioned with intention,<br \/>\na purity sanctified in wishes,<br \/>\nstill new, still waiting to be known.<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s a heavy winter storm shutting down the town,<br \/>\nsnowed in at the house, together,<br \/>\nhusband and wife with the intent to conceive.<\/p>\n<p>Its children, it\u2019s changes, it\u2019s growing together<br \/>\nthrough all the unexpected parts of what we thought we would do.<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s the pain, the hurt that cause us to recoil, pull away,<br \/>\nyet keeps us believing, keeps us willning to try again.<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s the shared time,<br \/>\nthe meaning assigned to the chapters of our lives,<br \/>\nit\u2019s how I celebrate you.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It\u2019s a moment in a crowded room when your eyes fall upon a single person, laughing, chatting, moving faster than the rest of the party, yet her movements are smooth, fluid, slowly registering in your mind. It\u2019s a poem spoken in conversation, that ends in&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":965,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-73140","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-marathon-poem"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/73140","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/965"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=73140"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/73140\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":73148,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/73140\/revisions\/73148"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=73140"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=73140"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=73140"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}