{"id":73713,"date":"2020-06-28T01:57:49","date_gmt":"2020-06-28T05:57:49","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=73713"},"modified":"2020-06-28T01:57:49","modified_gmt":"2020-06-28T05:57:49","slug":"im-going-emotionless-again","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2020\/06\/im-going-emotionless-again\/","title":{"rendered":"I\u2019m going emotionless again"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em>I\u2019m going emotionless again<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Shawn messages after two months<\/p>\n<p>of mutual silence, I hear the <em>ding<\/em><\/p>\n<p>and sigh, knowing it\u2019s him, knowing<\/p>\n<p>he wants to talk, knowing I can\u2019t<\/p>\n<p>take his words and make them new,<\/p>\n<p>let myself fall, his lies nipping<\/p>\n<p>my ears, trying to take hold.<\/p>\n<p>So I stare at the screen and blink,<\/p>\n<p>forcing fingers to still, a screen to stay<\/p>\n<p>cold, keeping silence instead of spilling<\/p>\n<p>that my emotions are long-gone too.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I\u2019m going emotionless again &nbsp; Shawn messages after two months of mutual silence, I hear the ding and sigh, knowing it\u2019s him, knowing he wants to talk, knowing I can\u2019t take his words and make them new, let myself fall, his lies nipping my ears,&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1040,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-73713","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-marathon-poem"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/73713","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1040"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=73713"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/73713\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":73721,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/73713\/revisions\/73721"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=73713"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=73713"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=73713"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}