{"id":73775,"date":"2020-06-28T02:04:46","date_gmt":"2020-06-28T06:04:46","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=73775"},"modified":"2020-06-28T13:17:31","modified_gmt":"2020-06-28T17:17:31","slug":"sleep-deprived-truths-and-risky-musings","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2020\/06\/sleep-deprived-truths-and-risky-musings\/","title":{"rendered":"Sleep-Deprived Truths and Risky Musings"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I didn\u2019t want to feel so much;<br \/>\nAnd, maybe, it\u2019s imagined, construed<br \/>\nBut it\u2019s something to have a thought jump to mind<br \/>\nAnd it isn\u2019t, by far, the only time.<\/p>\n<p>I feel easily, it\u2019s true;<br \/>\nAnd I\u2019ve been hurt so recently<br \/>\nThat maybe I\u2019m latching on<br \/>\nBecause you\u2019re gentle, kind to me?<\/p>\n<p>Dare I tame it, call it \u2018friendship,\u2019 first?<br \/>\nWithdraw my attraction; place it in chains?<br \/>\nI might drive emotions from bad to worse<br \/>\nIf I do or I don\u2019t grab hold of those reigns&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>In truth, I love spending time with you,<br \/>\nIf this is who you truly are;<br \/>\nI love the work, the story,<br \/>\nAnd am intrigued by the one whom I imagine.<\/p>\n<p>I resonate with the words that spill forth<br \/>\nFrom wherever in the world you are;<br \/>\nIt takes a rare and empathic person<br \/>\nTo formulate such thoughts.<\/p>\n<p>I thrill that you\u2019re an artist, finely-honed<br \/>\nAnd magical in your ways &#8211;<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m grateful that you\u2019re now so often there;<br \/>\nThat I&#8217;m not alone in this.<br \/>\nAnd I know it\u2019s likely only this COVID isolation<br \/>\nThat has allowed for time, like this.<\/p>\n<p>Write to me of most anything<br \/>\n(Now, there\u2019s an old idea) &#8211;<br \/>\nIt\u2019s surprising to me what has become<\/p>\n<p>Because I thought I sensed something else, at first &#8211;<br \/>\nAnd honestly?  I&#8217;m still unsure whether to believe or not<br \/>\nBut here I am, in the early morn, blushing so hard, it hurts.<\/p>\n<p>And you don\u2019t even know that I have this sudden thought of you &#8211;<br \/>\nUnless you\u2019ve picked up on this fact in the last day or few &#8211;<br \/>\nBut, it\u2019s easy to feel for someone who is real<br \/>\nAnd so easy for me to accept whatever I may feel:<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s is a gift, not a demand, of course &#8211;<br \/>\nA statement of value, not a challenge of force.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I didn\u2019t want to feel so much; And, maybe, it\u2019s imagined, construed But it\u2019s something to have a thought jump to mind And it isn\u2019t, by far, the only time. I feel easily, it\u2019s true; And I\u2019ve been hurt so recently That maybe I\u2019m latching&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1098,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7,441],"tags":[3907,3442,10],"class_list":["post-73775","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-marathon-poem","category-poetry-prompt-responses","tag-2015poetryprompt","tag-2020poetrymarathon","tag-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/73775","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1098"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=73775"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/73775\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":76931,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/73775\/revisions\/76931"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=73775"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=73775"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=73775"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}