{"id":76823,"date":"2020-06-28T09:50:28","date_gmt":"2020-06-28T13:50:28","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=76823"},"modified":"2020-06-28T09:50:28","modified_gmt":"2020-06-28T13:50:28","slug":"7am-4","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2020\/06\/7am-4\/","title":{"rendered":"7am"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>The words that I just can&#8217;t say<br \/>\nAre the ones that would let you<br \/>\nin and leave me exposed<br \/>\nthe one way that I am truly<br \/>\nvulnerable<\/p>\n<p>The only thing that scares me<br \/>\nright now<br \/>\nthe glint of metal<br \/>\nthe sharp edge painful to the<br \/>\ntouch<br \/>\nthe edge coated with the red<br \/>\npaint of my body<\/p>\n<p>As you can well guess<br \/>\nI&#8217;m returning to the signs of<br \/>\nthe addiction<br \/>\nThe want- no- need- to cut<br \/>\nto feel the pain<br \/>\nthat little burning that signifies<br \/>\nthe opening of the skin<br \/>\nto let the blood run free<\/p>\n<p>Damn<\/p>\n<p>Not a moment, second, an hour<br \/>\ngoes by where I don&#8217;t think about<br \/>\ndoing it.<br \/>\nWhere I don&#8217;t think the irrational<br \/>\nthoughts again<br \/>\nAll I want to do right now is die<br \/>\nI just want to be free<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The words that I just can&#8217;t say Are the ones that would let you in and leave me exposed the one way that I am truly vulnerable The only thing that scares me right now the glint of metal the sharp edge painful to the&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1290,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-76823","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-miscellaneous"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/76823","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1290"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=76823"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/76823\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":76824,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/76823\/revisions\/76824"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=76823"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=76823"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=76823"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}