{"id":8357,"date":"2015-06-13T13:16:27","date_gmt":"2015-06-13T17:16:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=8357"},"modified":"2015-06-13T13:16:27","modified_gmt":"2015-06-13T17:16:27","slug":"i-am-that-girl-5","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2015\/06\/i-am-that-girl-5\/","title":{"rendered":"I Am That Girl #5"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I walk<\/p>\n<p>The streets laid out before me like a thousand unbidden promises.<\/p>\n<p>Which way?<\/p>\n<p>I could walk down here toward<\/p>\n<p>The little antique shops which sell dolls without limbs;<\/p>\n<p>Faintly scratched vinyl records;<\/p>\n<p>A copy of &#8220;The Merchant of Venice&#8221; missing its last page;<\/p>\n<p>Somebody else&#8217;s life.<\/p>\n<p>But I don&#8217;t want somebody else&#8217;s life. \u00a0I want mine. That life I had with you.<\/p>\n<p>I could go to the park.<\/p>\n<p>Lying in the sun, knitting daisy chains and talking about the future that we both knew was scorched by lies.<\/p>\n<p>I could go home.<\/p>\n<p>But home is not down these streets. \u00a0That is where your home is; your home with her.<\/p>\n<p>You call out as you see her, but as she turns her head to cross the road, you know it is not she.<\/p>\n<p>I will go home.<\/p>\n<p>I will lie tonight on the back garden and look up at the same sky that is above you. \u00a0And wonder if you are watching it too.<\/p>\n<p>I write a pattern in the stars that tells how this girl met this boy. And though he wasn&#8217;t hers<\/p>\n<p>He became hers.<\/p>\n<p>I am that girl.<\/p>\n<p>It turns out that you were never really that boy.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I walk The streets laid out before me like a thousand unbidden promises. Which way? I could walk down here toward The little antique shops which sell dolls without limbs; Faintly scratched vinyl records; A copy of &#8220;The Merchant of Venice&#8221; missing its last page;&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":460,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[128],"class_list":["post-8357","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-marathon-poem","tag-hour-5"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8357","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/460"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=8357"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8357\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8418,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8357\/revisions\/8418"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=8357"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=8357"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=8357"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}