{"id":87423,"date":"2021-06-26T09:01:05","date_gmt":"2021-06-26T13:01:05","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=87423"},"modified":"2021-06-26T11:59:00","modified_gmt":"2021-06-26T15:59:00","slug":"better-angels","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2021\/06\/better-angels\/","title":{"rendered":"Better Angels"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>At various points in our REM sleep,<br \/>\nI am the toasty one.<br \/>\nOr so says Ron, who&#8217;s turned into me and is so warm himself,<br \/>\nI allow myself to be cocooned for another luxurious hour.<br \/>\nSleep is the night cream against the grizzled, soldierly grimace<br \/>\nI know will be on his face when he opens his eyes and<br \/>\nremembers: &#8220;Fuck, I locked my keys in my car last night.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I watch him like a cat, sometimes.<br \/>\nHis habits are familiar, and his gimlet eyed morning expression<br \/>\nis, to me, more catlike in its disregard for caprice and<br \/>\nunpredictability than any cat meme.<\/p>\n<p>His morning cigarette, the first one of the day,<br \/>\nis spent on the sidewalk in front of our building.<br \/>\nIt&#8217;s a good day, regardless of a passerby stopping to &#8220;buy&#8221;<br \/>\na cigarette off him, and usually not even having the requisite light<br \/>\nto ignite it once given.<\/p>\n<p>If my first response to bad news is less than sanguine, also not good,<br \/>\nI defend myself,<br \/>\nis his timing.<\/p>\n<p>My better self is on hiatus until a solution arrives.<\/p>\n<p>We&#8217;ll kiss each other good morning,<br \/>\nbut we both remember words said the night before.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>At various points in our REM sleep, I am the toasty one. Or so says Ron, who&#8217;s turned into me and is so warm himself, I allow myself to be cocooned for another luxurious hour. Sleep is the night cream against the grizzled, soldierly grimace&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":59,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-87423","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-marathon-poem"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/87423","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/59"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=87423"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/87423\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":87465,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/87423\/revisions\/87465"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=87423"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=87423"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=87423"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}