{"id":87452,"date":"2021-06-26T09:11:54","date_gmt":"2021-06-26T13:11:54","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=87452"},"modified":"2021-06-26T09:11:54","modified_gmt":"2021-06-26T13:11:54","slug":"the-first-time","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2021\/06\/the-first-time\/","title":{"rendered":"The First Time"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>For the first time&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>I have considered not even starting-<\/p>\n<p>Wait. That is a lie.<\/p>\n<p>At the very least, I should be practicing honesty.<\/p>\n<p>I have thought about not starting a gazillion times in my life.<\/p>\n<p>I am fabulously great at not starting.<\/p>\n<p>Not starting would make an excellent book.<\/p>\n<p>But it would never be read, because it would never be written.<\/p>\n<p>Because I am smitten by not startin.<\/p>\n<p>The hour is here.<\/p>\n<p>Time to get my butt in gear&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>But, not for the first time,<\/p>\n<p>I question the legitimacy-<\/p>\n<p>Wonder at the failure rate-<\/p>\n<p>And think I simply won&#8217;t pick up my pen and start to write&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>But once again, I hear the echoes of my childhood-<\/p>\n<p>Reminding me that I&#8217;ve got to be better than them.<\/p>\n<p>Thus, I find myself&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>starting again.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>For the first time&#8230; I have considered not even starting- Wait. That is a lie. At the very least, I should be practicing honesty. I have thought about not starting a gazillion times in my life. I am fabulously great at not starting. Not starting&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1225,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[11],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-87452","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-half-marathon-poem"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/87452","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1225"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=87452"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/87452\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":87605,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/87452\/revisions\/87605"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=87452"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=87452"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=87452"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}