{"id":87526,"date":"2021-06-26T09:30:20","date_gmt":"2021-06-26T13:30:20","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=87526"},"modified":"2021-06-26T09:33:57","modified_gmt":"2021-06-26T13:33:57","slug":"87526","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2021\/06\/87526\/","title":{"rendered":"One hour"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Bare belonging<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>A conflict beyond this oscillating world of pleasure and sorrow,<\/p>\n<p>Everyone is able to hear my scream when I&#8217;m happier but not when I&#8217;m lamenting.<\/p>\n<p>My inner <em>voice<\/em> has been superseded by fear.. Fear of experiencing existence.<\/p>\n<p>Yet I&#8217;m\u00a0 \u00a0 l\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0o\u00a0 \u00a0 n\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0g\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0i\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0n\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0g\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0for survival.<\/p>\n<p>But the feeling of disquiet won\u2019t leave me,<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">The battle is between equals\u2014<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">my ego<\/span><b>\u00a0<\/b>&amp; my peace .<\/p>\n<p>My <strong>scars<\/strong> of yesterday are becoming tattoos for tomorrow.<\/p>\n<p>Am I supposed to flex it as a victory or to mask them as a failure ?<\/p>\n<p>Each ending seems like a beginning\u2014<\/p>\n<p>a beginning I don&#8217;t want to witness.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Bare belonging &nbsp; A conflict beyond this oscillating world of pleasure and sorrow, Everyone is able to hear my scream when I&#8217;m happier but not when I&#8217;m lamenting. My inner voice has been superseded by fear.. Fear of experiencing existence. Yet I&#8217;m\u00a0 \u00a0 l\u00a0 \u00a0&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1714,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[11],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-87526","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-half-marathon-poem"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/87526","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1714"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=87526"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/87526\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":87886,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/87526\/revisions\/87886"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=87526"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=87526"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=87526"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}