{"id":87588,"date":"2021-06-26T09:18:56","date_gmt":"2021-06-26T13:18:56","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=87588"},"modified":"2021-06-27T06:22:58","modified_gmt":"2021-06-27T10:22:58","slug":"hour-1-my-personal-hell","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2021\/06\/hour-1-my-personal-hell\/","title":{"rendered":"Hour 1: My Personal Hell"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Hell is not a place<br \/>\nIt is a heart<br \/>\nOne that beats too many times a minute<br \/>\nAt the thought of you.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s telling myself to be calm<br \/>\nWhen this stupid muscle goes crazy<br \/>\nJust at the sight of you.<\/p>\n<p>Hell was never a place<br \/>\nNo, it was always a person<\/p>\n<p>And fear&#8230; With no end.<\/p>\n<p>Fear of losing, myself, of being unable to let go.<\/p>\n<p>My personal hell consists of this fear<br \/>\nAnd of memories of you.<\/p>\n<p>The source of it all, you know<br \/>\nJust a sight and I can&#8217;t help<br \/>\nFeeling the need to run and hide.<\/p>\n<p>Hell is not a place<br \/>\nIt is you<br \/>\nAll that you did not do and it is a heart<br \/>\nThat still beats for you.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Hell is not a place It is a heart One that beats too many times a minute At the thought of you. It&#8217;s telling myself to be calm When this stupid muscle goes crazy Just at the sight of you. Hell was never a place&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":843,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-87588","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-marathon-poem"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/87588","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/843"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=87588"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/87588\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":101912,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/87588\/revisions\/101912"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=87588"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=87588"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=87588"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}