{"id":92253,"date":"2021-06-26T14:28:12","date_gmt":"2021-06-26T18:28:12","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=92253"},"modified":"2021-06-26T14:28:12","modified_gmt":"2021-06-26T18:28:12","slug":"having-lost","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2021\/06\/having-lost\/","title":{"rendered":"Having lost"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Having lost<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>She relives the moment each day,<\/p>\n<p>puttering around the kitchen, believing<\/p>\n<p>there are still six mouths to feed instead<\/p>\n<p>of only one. The pantry is full<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>with canned goods past expiration dates<\/p>\n<p>and cupboards overflowing with unopened<\/p>\n<p>Items bought on a whim. Each day,<\/p>\n<p>she brings home something new<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>she doesn\u2019t need, filling the void<\/p>\n<p>of being alone and not busy enough<\/p>\n<p>to avoid the memory of that moment,<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>the one she cannot bear to remember.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>So, the kitchen still hums<\/p>\n<p>with the dishwasher each night, cleaning<\/p>\n<p>dishes made useful for another meal,<\/p>\n<p>cooked with care for people who have left.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Having lost &nbsp; She relives the moment each day, puttering around the kitchen, believing there are still six mouths to feed instead of only one. The pantry is full &nbsp; with canned goods past expiration dates and cupboards overflowing with unopened Items bought on a&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3733,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-92253","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-miscellaneous"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/92253","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3733"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=92253"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/92253\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":92258,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/92253\/revisions\/92258"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=92253"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=92253"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=92253"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}