{"id":94869,"date":"2021-06-26T17:49:42","date_gmt":"2021-06-26T21:49:42","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=94869"},"modified":"2021-06-26T17:49:42","modified_gmt":"2021-06-26T21:49:42","slug":"struggling-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2021\/06\/struggling-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Struggling"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>My thoughts are getting slower<\/p>\n<p>My eyelids closing lower<\/p>\n<p>My brain is loosing it&#8217;s ability to think<\/p>\n<p>I feel like I might just sleep if I so much as blink<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Lying on a warm bed while writing this was a mistake<\/p>\n<p>But a risk I was willing to take<\/p>\n<p>Now I&#8217;m not sure if I&#8217;m filled with regret<\/p>\n<p>My drowsiness is making me forget<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s so weird because all the other nights I was able to stay awake<\/p>\n<p>Now all I want to do is close my eyes and take a break<\/p>\n<p>But I know that if I do that I&#8217;ll fall into a deep sleep<\/p>\n<p>So my eyes open I shall keep (I hope)<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Is my words even making sense<\/p>\n<p>If it&#8217;s not, I&#8217;m sorry, my minds gone dense<\/p>\n<p>See, I don&#8217;t even understand what I just wrote<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m struggling to stay afloat<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>The idea off drifting of into a deep, peaceful sleep is so appealing<\/p>\n<p>How do I get rid of this tiredness I&#8217;m feeling<\/p>\n<p>Plus it&#8217;s not even yet twelve<\/p>\n<p>And I&#8217;m already feeling sorry for myself<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Anyway, I&#8217;m gonna have to be awake for a couple more hours<\/p>\n<p>So let&#8217;s hope I don&#8217;t *insert word that rhymes with hour and makes sense*<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>My thoughts are getting slower My eyelids closing lower My brain is loosing it&#8217;s ability to think I feel like I might just sleep if I so much as blink &nbsp; Lying on a warm bed while writing this was a mistake But a risk&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3812,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[11],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-94869","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-half-marathon-poem"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/94869","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3812"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=94869"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/94869\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":94986,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/94869\/revisions\/94986"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=94869"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=94869"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=94869"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}