{"id":95695,"date":"2021-06-26T18:42:52","date_gmt":"2021-06-26T22:42:52","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=95695"},"modified":"2021-06-26T18:42:52","modified_gmt":"2021-06-26T22:42:52","slug":"anxious-5pm","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2021\/06\/anxious-5pm\/","title":{"rendered":"Anxious&#8211;5pm"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve been through it<br \/>\nI don&#8217;t need it explained<br \/>\nI&#8217;d like to listen though<br \/>\nno judgement here<\/p>\n<p>In a hallway<br \/>\ndark<br \/>\ndank<br \/>\nlonely<br \/>\nHolds the tears of the<br \/>\nmany before us<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve done something bad<br \/>\nsomething that<br \/>\nI said I wouldn&#8217;t do<br \/>\nNo one seems to care<br \/>\nBut I tried to be ok<\/p>\n<p>I tried so hard<br \/>\noh I tried<br \/>\nI cried<br \/>\nI screamed<br \/>\nI tried so hard<\/p>\n<p>I wait silently<br \/>\nbarely breathing<br \/>\npatient<br \/>\nbut still sure that you&#8217;re<br \/>\ngoing to yell<\/p>\n<p>That must have been<br \/>\nso hard-<br \/>\nto search for someone<br \/>\nto listen only to<br \/>\nget turned away from<\/p>\n<p>Bare arms covered in scars<br \/>\nsome healed<br \/>\nsome fresh<\/p>\n<p>Do you see?<br \/>\nDo you?<br \/>\nPlease tell me-<br \/>\ndo you?<\/p>\n<p>Others do-<br \/>\nand they shame me<br \/>\nevery day for it<br \/>\nsneering at my lack of<br \/>\nself control<\/p>\n<p>I understand now<br \/>\nmy broken friend<br \/>\nyou only cry for help<br \/>\nif you believe there&#8217;s help<br \/>\nto cry for.<\/p>\n<p>You wanted to be heard<br \/>\nNot condemned<br \/>\nNot silenced<br \/>\nI hear you.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve been through it I don&#8217;t need it explained I&#8217;d like to listen though no judgement here In a hallway dark dank lonely Holds the tears of the many before us I&#8217;ve done something bad something that I said I wouldn&#8217;t do No one seems&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1290,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-95695","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-miscellaneous"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/95695","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1290"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=95695"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/95695\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":95701,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/95695\/revisions\/95701"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=95695"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=95695"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=95695"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}