{"id":98146,"date":"2021-06-26T21:53:33","date_gmt":"2021-06-27T01:53:33","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=98146"},"modified":"2021-06-26T21:53:33","modified_gmt":"2021-06-27T01:53:33","slug":"a-new-wall","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2021\/06\/a-new-wall\/","title":{"rendered":"\u201cA New Wall\u201d"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>\u201cA New Wall\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019ve come to a wall.<\/p>\n<p>It seems to stretch forever in either direction.<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s not a tall wall.<\/p>\n<p>But I\u2019m too tired to climb.<\/p>\n<p>Dig? No, that\u2019s ridiculous.<\/p>\n<p>What do I do?<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s a simple wall.<\/p>\n<p>Not too tall, but big enough to block my way.<\/p>\n<p>The climb won\u2019t kill me if I fall.<\/p>\n<p>So why aren\u2019t I tackling it?<\/p>\n<p>Why have I stopped?<\/p>\n<p>My feet aren\u2019t stuck, I can still freely move about.<\/p>\n<p>But I\u2019m standing still.<\/p>\n<p>Do I need a rest?<\/p>\n<p>Surely, this can\u2019t be the end.<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019ve climbed many walls before.<\/p>\n<p>How is this one any different?<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Oh, right.<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s not.<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s me.<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019ve changed.<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s no longer just me that has to climb over.<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s my partner. My daughter. My family.<\/p>\n<p>I don\u2019t just care for me anymore.<\/p>\n<p>Shouldn\u2019t that be my fuel?<\/p>\n<p>Why am I still not motivated?<\/p>\n<p>How do I change that?<\/p>\n<p>Can I change that?<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I don\u2019t know.<\/p>\n<p>I don\u2019t have all the answers anymore.<\/p>\n<p>And I\u2019m so tired.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u201cA New Wall\u201d I\u2019ve come to a wall. It seems to stretch forever in either direction. It\u2019s not a tall wall. But I\u2019m too tired to climb. Dig? No, that\u2019s ridiculous. What do I do? It\u2019s a simple wall. Not too tall, but big enough&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3768,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-98146","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-marathon-poem"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/98146","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3768"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=98146"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/98146\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":98191,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/98146\/revisions\/98191"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=98146"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=98146"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=98146"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}