Things were going good-
\neverything was in place
\nno reason to suspect
\nanything was going to go wrong<\/p>\n
That day, started off ok
\nHow foolish I was then
\nto think that she’d be ok
\nI was wrong<\/p>\n
I had to explain that she was
\ngone- I had to entertain people
\nbe around people when I didn’t
\neven want to be alive<\/p>\n
when all was said and done-
\nI had to say that
\nI guess this is where I
\nwill find out if I believe
\nwhat I say I believe<\/p>\n
Some people said that I
\nhad no right to be angry with
\nYou God.
\nOthers said that they understood<\/p>\n
I say that it’s ok to be angry
\nwith you but that one has to
\ncome back to you after and
\napologize.<\/p>\n
I tried to. And I think I did ok
\nyou’re all powerful and all
\nknowing-
\nyou saw my anger before time began
\nits not like it was a shock to you<\/p>\n
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