I heard a dog howling….and i wish i could howl out too…instead i am snapping and yapping at everyone…i am talking nasty…and though i should be ashamed of my behaviour…i actually feel cruelly relieved.

I am numb

And i am frightened

Of this person i am becoming

Either feeling too much

Or not giving a damn

Dont want to budge

And dont want to run away

I hate this

I want to scratch away this nasty feeling from my face