CW: Illusions/references to domestic violence
Reflections on One More Theory on Pandemic Polyamory
I’m sorry I did that.
Nothing I write could change anything I said or did.
Or, more accurately, didn’t do.
How could I have chosen to believe her?
Over you? I could lie and say I don’t know but
She had me wrapped into her reality-
Bending to her whims and believing she was The Wizard of Oz.
You escaped her influence almost a year before I did.
Before I could- Before I was willing to.
I can no longer judge you
For taking that risk;
For seeing her for who she was.
You fled to safety that I refused to provide.
I miss you- us.
You’ll forever be on the list of what she took from me.