Addicted to the 1st time

Mind has since been blown

Feening for a new high

Cause life feels too low

Stress over what is

Pain from the past

A temporary numbing

Won’t last but I need it fast

Madness has taken it’s course

Spiraling out of control

Used to be functional

Before reason and I divorced

Slumber is all too simple

Appearance on the decay

But this lil pick-me-up

Gives sanity a chance