BEEP……BEEP…..BEEP…..BEEP
My cardiac muscles
Pump in and pump out
Squeezing blood through
My veins, my arteries
And then little down the line, my capillaries.
Breathe in. Breathe out.
That’s what they tell me.
Poking scalpels and doing a by-pass
That’s the only way I’ll survive they urge.
So down goes the anesthetic.
BEEP………BEEP……….BEEP
Knocked out unconscious
Nerve signals blocked
Swimming in thick deep water
Water like porridge or honey
Murkiness.
BEEP…………BEEP
Heart rate slowed down.
Haziness.
Should have studied Biology.
Painkillers?
Injections?
How am I able to think?
BEEP………………………