Change Indeed

On one hand nine years feels like yesterday on the other it seems as if a lifetime has passed

Up with hope!! Bring on the change.              I had no idea changing

involved so much pain.  I felt personally responsible for the demise of my world I felt lost I felt like a father less girl    my insides drowning in emptiness I could never fathom.          When the day began with more promise than ever imagined. Can you see my disdain for the world, because Im no longer his little girl…just his legacy

Sun and Moon

“Yellow flowers pink balloons,mommy loves you.I’ll be home soon” a song I made for my baby girl almost seventeen years ago.                                                       “Over the rainbow under the sea,I love you and you love me,tell everyone that you know mommy loves you so” was my ode to my son two years after his sister

My very own sun and moon.              Now my babies are teenagers.        My first job is almost done.              The job of preparing them for what’s yet to come.                              So now instead of lullabies we sing “my opportunities are limitless,when my determination is relentless”

The gathering

Somewhere deep down in the essence of my being a secret fire dwells within

Flames ablaze with memories of greatness                                             the stories of my kin

I never walk alone.                              Even as a child,I could feel it in my bones.                                                   Great grands, aunt’s uncle’s, cousins people I never knew and.   Now since my parents are gone I feel them too

Second chances

Fresh like the morning dew

Clear and concise uncommonly nice. Motivation in over drive regrets covered in broken promises have no power today.

Today my opportunity  to fly is bigger than my fear

No longer will my voice fall on deaf ears

Today the world will know

I was here