I’ve never said this before,
To you at least,
So, be careful how you respond,
As you recall, my feelings,
You have always tried to appease,
There’s no mystery in how I feel,
The slightest hints of flirts,
Pulsating chest, nerves revealed,
Truth hidden beneath barriers still being broken,
However, I’ve found there is comfort here,
So, I remain…
Sheltered with doubt, hope, suspicions,
Here it is; for you, there is affection,
A warmth feeling, hot chocolate couldn’t provide,
Distance and time has gone by,
Yet these feelings has yet to subside,
On the contrary, they’ve grown stronger,
With every sun that sets and rises,
The calendar pages turn,
Alexa, has turned off the light once more,
Night has fallen,
Sun has rose, eyes awaken to a new day,
He’s gone, he was never here,
It was just a dream.
I really appreciate how you drew me in as if we know each other and share confidences. And yet I feel the distance as well. You developed that paradox well and I felt a participant.