24 Poems ~ 24 Hours
Primary Mediums: poetry, short fiction, blog content and novels. Genres: Lyrical Poetry, Freestyle Poetry, Prose Poetry, Urban Fantasy Fiction, Occult Fantasy Fiction, Young Adult Fiction, High Fantasy Fiction, short nonfiction and Drama. Completed Works: Occult Fantasy Novel Long Lost: 2010. “The Lonely Pilot” poem: 2004, Artemis a complete collected works of poetry: 2012. “The Ring” the first short story in a series titled Bloodsport: American Gladiators.: 2012 “Danger Zone” dramatic flash fiction: 2014. “The Second Time Around” science fiction short story: 2014. “On the Fringe” short story: 2014. Oberon: Occult Fantasy, novel-length fantasy series (first installment titled Edict). 2013. Basic CVS Pharmacy Technician Training Manual 2015. Active Projects: Crimson Atlantis Series: novel-length steam punk/ fantasy series (first installment titled The Red Book) “Radio Silence” speculative short fiction. Urban Fallout: serialized novella
Is it the fear and fury
The rage roiling within.
Is it the judgment with no jury,
Or the slander of sin.
What causes these fitful nights
Fear making me see red?
I crave blood fights
And it’s nothing that’s been said.
So I wear my mask.
Hide from the world
And no one will ask
If I’m a normal girl.
It’s crowded in here
So many thoughts:
Fears
Worries
Too many to sort
More than I can discern
Sinking deeper and deeper
Into the depths of my mind
I fear losing myself
To the Dark
The Emptiness
A Soul Death I cannot fathom
Is creeping on me
A necrotic curse
I long to blame on my conditions
But all things are choice
Even Desperation
Even Loss
So I must learn to choose differently
Not only for myself
But for those I love
I stood before them,
Silent
My soul screaming
I desperately needed,
Wanted their attention
It was more painful
To be alone in the crowd
Then to slice open my wrists
Again
And again
Yet, there I stood
Desperately pining
For a love I’d never be allowed to know
In the spaces between wrong and right
I hold my peace
Suffer desire
I’m on the edge of darkness
I can’t see where I’m going
Or where you’re coming from
Don’t leave me here between
If I’m right
We might just be
Be something more
More than we wanted
In the spaces between wrong and right
You’ll find me waiting
My heart’s on you
My mind’s on me
My soul know just
What we need to be
So please
Don’t leave me between
this is the part where im in so much pain i cant focus on anything much less meter and verse
and all i want is some solid sleep
curse friday inventory and bad knees